Today was the first day at the uni. I went to attend some class about climate change. The room was filled with cute nerdy girls. The sight was too much for my incel d*** to handle. Their quirky personalities, the glasses they wore, their perfect bodies just triggered me.
I'm one year older than the other people at the class so I feel like an old man. The other students are all Normies so I'm the creepy incel of the class. I don't know any of them and it's too late to meet anyone since all social connections are established in the first year.
Now, I have to attend the class and tolerate being in the same room with girls I won't have sex with. All of them are taken and I'm invisible to them anyway. It won't be an easy task but I have to master up some copefidence and do it. If I'm strong I will graduate in 4 months. Then, I can LDAR at home for 6 months with the excuse that no postgraduate program accepted me.
Tbh I don't want to do any postgraduate or work later on. There is no point in wageslaving as an incel. I have no dreams and ambitions. The only thing I care about is sex. Normies have gfs or families they have to work for and care about. I have noone and I have no intention of becoming a slave without the prospect of sex. Working 8 hours a day then coming home to sleep and then go to work again.
The cycle repeats evey day and it seems like a nightmare. I have to find a way to be NEET so that I can stay home all day, avoid the s** fuel that the outside world is and happily cope. It's the best I future I can achieve. If I'm going to be a alone at least I can do it with all the pleasures I can get. Weed, porn, alcochol, games, music and of course, no work.
showerman59, r/incels 19 Comments
[10/9/2017 12:37:01 AM]
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Submitted By: Katie